agoraphobic
Corpse Lyrics

'Cause I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me

Aight, these lines are the last one you'll get

I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
What's the point? I'm not okay

What's the point? I'm not okay
This shit is fuckin' difficult

Corpse's song "Agoraphobic" touches on themes of anxiety, depression, and isolation. The lyrics express the struggles of the artist, who feels inadequate and unable to learn from his mistakes. Battling with mental illness and living off welfare, the artist feels that his friends hate him and he is unable to answer their messages. He is constantly hiding himself and is paranoid about his privacy. The fear of going outside and the anxiety of being found constantly haunts him. The lyrics express the artist's feelings of being stuck and the growing difficulty of coping with his daily life.

The need to escape reality drives the artist to alcohol as he finds solace in red wine on rainy days. The reprieve of rainfall allows him to feel comfortable in his own agoraphobic state. In the end, the artist concludes, "I'm not okay, what's the point?" conveying the weight of his emotional burdens and the deep sense of hopelessness.

Cause I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
I consistently fail and struggle to improve myself.

I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
My inability to do things properly has led me to take anti-depressants.

Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My illness and dependence on welfare have hindered my growth during adolescence.

My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
I am so paralyzed by anxiety that I assume my friends hate me and feel unable to respond to their messages.

Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
Anxiety consumes me and causes me to hide away.

Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me
I am constantly driven by feelings of inadequacy.

Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
I am not a role model nor do I aspire to be one.

Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me
I am too scared to leave my house in fear of being found.

Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah
I am extremely paranoid about my privacy.

And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate
People are always asking me questions about my appearance and I cannot connect with them.

Fuckin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
I was disturbed by my own reflection enough to break a mirror.

Got a lot of bad shit that I'm taking to my grave
I have many negative things weighing me down that I will carry to my grave.

Got a fuckin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date
I am awaiting trial while under house arrest and constantly face the prospect of death.

So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it
I turn to alcohol for solace on gloomy days.

'Cause I'll age another fuckin' thousand days before I know it
I am wasting my days by staying inside and not living my life.

Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'
I am content with spending all my time inside, scrolling away my life.

But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic
I find comfort in rainy weather as it allows me to further isolate myself.

I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I am not okay.

What's the point? I'm not okay
I am questioning the point of my existence, as I am not okay.

This shit is fuckin' difficult
My situation is incredibly challenging and difficult to deal with.

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Written by: Corpse Husband

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